Brainactivity never worked
Black pieces all I can see
There could be some hope
But the key was never found
Doors remain closed and I am locked out
Grey, grey fades my way
Black, black gives me reason to stay
Sometimes I fear myself
Sometimes you give me false direction
Nowhere to go and no one to trust
This world was nomore open for me
Rage in my mind makes it all fade to black
Happy thoughts are forbidden
When world of shame is falling apart
The dark side of joy the only gift I got
Having this perambulation of misery
Made me feel so alive
Dreams of glory and grey fields of ashes
